I don’t know if I’m still in love with her or if I’m trying to stay in love with her.
She makes me smile, she makes me comfortable. She makes me a better person. She listens and provides me with the right answers.She puts up with my witticisms and I put up with hers and we both can’t keep our hands off each other but respect when one of us just isn’t in the mood.
She thinks I’m smarter than her, and at times she’s right. At other times she makes me feel like a child.
The thought of being on my own again, free to date who I choose comes and goes, but it seems to be drowned out by the fact that i want to keep her forever and always. My mind reminds itself that lust is often far more exciting in theory and much less so in application.
She has helped me see so much in the little time we’ve been together. So when I say i don’t know if I’m in love with her, it’s because she’s so perfect I fear that falling out of love could happen at any second.
But I think she’s more than that. She’s more than the love of my life. She’s the one who helped me find myself. Who helped me see the stuff I wanted to achieve all along. She helped me rationalize everything and she continues to do so.
I admit to being annoyed by her. We all have faults. I am often far too tired to handle her enthusiasm and she can be a tad too worrisome at times.
But when I visit her at work she smiles. When I surprise her, even if it’s inconvenient she smiles. She makes me feel understood in a way I never felt I could feel. And even though there are many things about me that will never be fully grasped by her, or even myself, she is still there for me.
She is the dream. The one and only. She is my perfect woman. I will never be able to tell her just how much she means to me, because that’s how much she means to me.
She is the indescribable.
when my family went to disney world we went on the haunted mansion ride and this actor dressed as a skeleton came up to our cart and got right in my three year old brothers face and whispered “are you scared?” and my brother kissed him on the nose and the guy laughed so hard he had to leave
- Andrew Scott
You are always looking pariculary hot everyday, darling.